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Thats how long ago my Grandpa passed away. I still cant shake that call from my mom that Afternoon, It started off normal and then she started crying, she never cries. I couldnt catch my breathe, I felt panicked.

It had only been 3 months since he was Diagnosed with cancer, they said it was untreatable but he would be okay for at least 6 months. 3 months… The first month nothing changed, the second He got worse and the 3rd he rarely ate, he was rarely awake. He had home hospice care, he Had my Grandmas care which was without a doubt better than any care he could have had.

That afternoon my life changed, Im still lost, parts of my mind are still stuck on that phone call. I cant count how long it has been since he passed in days because it drags by so slowly, I feel every second that he is gone and its terrible, If I could only go back and change it all.

2 years ago